Dear my Competent Friend

Dear my Competent Friend

by. Ferdinand Chanel

Dear my competent friend

I always amaze when I see you

You always looked busy , dynamic and of course competent

You have all the good value the eldest searched

You are the favour , You are the Star

You always come on time , you can wake up whenever you want 

You even can make cups of coffe for your parent before you go in the morning

You always rise your hand when the teacher asking us

And You answer it without doubt

Life seems to be perfect for you

But what about me , my competent friend?

i always come late

people do not see me

i am vulnerable 

when people see me , there must be a mistake i have made

i alwayas fighting with my parent at home

at school , teachers give me punishment

they don't like me because they think i'm a rebel

a rebel who have to be punished and strictly educated 

they don't hope to much to me

Dear my competent friend,

I want you to know that I'm trying to be like you

I want you to know that I envy of you when the teachers laud your works , when your parents proud of you 

I want you to know that I always trying to wake up in the morning so that I'm not come late ,

but there always , always something that makes me late , you're just don't know it 

I just want you to know that I want to make my parent proud of me too 

but I don't know why they are always misunderstood of me , just like the others don't understand me

They seem to offend all my ideas , that makes me defend my self of them and lose my respect of them

I just want you to know that I hate my self to be like this 

Dear my competent friend , I want you to know that I always trying , that I always fighting , that my life is not easy

that for me , that I can go to school every day (even without my homework and with late) makes me feel better than I am yesterday

that for me , not drink 100 pils at night means I won this Life for one more day..

Dear my competent friend 

we have different life , different family , different destiny

I hope the best for you 

And hope that I can see you standing on the podium getting your Nobel Prize, If

If I don't take 100 pils tonight..